We are now undergoing many transformations, as we transition from the old paradigm to the new.
Our bodies are changing - we may experience aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back, as the divinity awakens within. We may have feelings of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason, as we release our past from this and other lifetimes. It is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old. We may cry for no apparent reason: it is good and healthy to let the tears flow - this helps to release the old energy from within.
At times we will feel very ungrounded, and physically disoriented, as our body lags behind our consciousness in moving into the new energy. We may feel as if we cannot put our two feet on the ground, or as if we are walking between two worlds.
Our left and right brain are merging. Our tastes - our likes and dislikes - are changing. Our earthly desires pull us in one direction, while our minds pull us in another direction, and now our souls pull us in a third direction, and so we feel torn apart, directionless, and confused. We must now dedicate ourselves to eliminating all feelings of lack, and find abundance from within.
We may remember intense dreams, perhaps of conflict or of being chased or persecuted: these are a release, within our unconscious mind, of the old energy. A lot of work is going unconsciously, and this may cause us to waken up for a break in the middle of the night: if you can't go back to sleep, get up and do something, rather than lay in bed and worry about earthly things.
We will talk to ourselves more often. We will realize suddenly that we have been chattering away with ourselves, as a new level of communication takes place within our being. The conversations will increase, becoming more fluid, more coherent, and more insightful. We are not going crazy - we are just moving into the new energy.
As we change, things around us will change as well. We may experience sudden changes in job or career - we should not worry about finding the "perfect" work right now, as we are in transition, and we may make several changes before we settle into work that fits our passion. Do not worry about a loss of passion - we may experience little or no desire to do anything, and that is fine: take this time to do nothing, and do not feel any guilt about doing so.
We may drift away from our family and friends. We were deeply connected to them via old karmic bonds, but now that we are clearing our karmic debt, and stepping free from the karmic wheel, the bonds of the old relationships are severed. In time, we may re-develop relationships with our families and friends, if it is appropriate, but these new relationships will be based in the new energy, without the old karmic attachments.
Now that we are walking a sacred and lonely path, we may feel alone and detached from others, even when we are in their company. It is difficult to relate to others at this time: we may wish to flee from groups and crowds.
We are also feeling lonely because our spirit guides have departed. They have been with us on all of our journeys, in all of our lifetimes, but now it is time for us to stand on our own feet. Our guides have backed away so that we can fill the void they left with the love and power of our own divine consciousness.
We may even feel a deep and overwhelming longing to leave the planet and return home to the soul world. We are not angry or frustrated, but quietly wish to go home. We have cleared our karmic debt, and thus we have completed our contract for this lifetime. Now we are about to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body, but we may not feel ready to take on the challenges of moving into the new energy, and facing another tour of duty here on Earth. Indeed we could go home right now, but having come so far, over so many lifetimes, it would be a shame to leave before experiencing the magnificent changes. We are needed here to teach others from our experiences, and to help them transition into the new energy.
Our journey can seem dark and lonely at times, but then we must tune into our inner selves, and find the light and love within - in reality we are never truly alone.
We may feel under many pressures, but "this too shall pass".
inspired by and adapted from http://www.crystallotus.com/2009TransitionTrasformation/103.htm
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